Very excited! tomorrow is friday! closing night of the show. i'll be getting my first paycheck. and end to working nights will also be good. one of the other backstage people told me that action theatre is looking for crew for a musical production in june. according to her, the pay is shit and the hours are worse. but musical sounds interesting. should I? but then it will mean that i'll be stuck in rehearsals for some time. the experience with rehearsals for this current production wasn't nice at all. especially the morning when XY called me out for breakfast and i was so tired i couldn't talk properly on the phone much less drag myself out of bed. why am i doing theatre? maybe i'm just stupid.