ok i'm going to sound like xinying in this post (sentimental and easily moved)
haha anyway, miss wong (JC teacher who helped get me the job in theatre) heard about The Troubles with the show i'm doing now and she and her friend (who also helped me get the job) called me up in the middle of the night (2am) to ask me what's up and to offer advice and help and future help. i'm so touched. (there! i said it. i sound like xinying) They heard through the grapevine that the show isn't doing well in terms of production and they are worried that i'm not getting trained well and that my first experience in professional theatre is going to put me off theatre forever. and miss wong's friend who is in the theatre business said to call her anytime if i needed help. i don't even know her personally! haven't seen her face to face. so nice of them right? haha this makes up for all the shit i have to take at work.
thank you God! everytime my life becomes shitty, somebody will invariably turn up and be extra nice to me. i'm not saying that everybody loves me. i just think that most people in this world do. haha EGO EGO EGO! so hard to ignore my likeability that's why animals run from me and flag sellers avoid me like plague.
luckily, i'm a happy kid, very optimistic and cheerful when under fire and being treated like trash (if you ignore the smouldering rage and murderous urge. it's not that there are specific people who create trouble for me specifically. it's just that prejudice against youngsters in the workplace is very much alive hereabouts.