Sunday, October 17, 2004

Guess what I've been up to? Slacking Slacking Slacking and more Slacking.
Damn! Am I a lazy bummer. I say to myself, "Tomorrow I will study". Tomorrow, I say to myself, "Today I will make soap jelly. Tomorrow I will study". The day after, I say, "Today is Sunday. It is not right to study on Sunday"
Classic procrastination syndrome.
Eons ago, when study time came, people like ah boy,shan, and ah girl, Li Ling, call me to say, "ahma let's go out to study". Then I go out studying.
Classic need people to push syndrome.
I know that about 10 hours before the exams start, I will experience a sudden acute panic in the pit of me stomachy guts and then I will study. I dread the feeling. But I sure hope it happens soon. If not I will never be able to study. Damn. But that's just the way some folks are made.
Provides good fun for the big guy up there I can imagine. The eternal observation of eternally amusing human behaviour.
We were created in His image. Do you think our behaviour was based on His too? Maybe that's why He rushed through the whole creation thing in 7 days, yes? Maybe he had eons and eons to do it but he waited until the last 7 days before His deadline to get started. Interestingly, after all these time, we're still not done praising Him for this last minute work. It's pretty good for a 7-day rush job innit?
Love yo,u big guy in the sky! You provide all the inspiration I need.
Dear teacher, God created the world in 7 days. I'm sure I can finish studying a little part of it in 10 hours.
Inexplicably happy. Something to do with the dream I had, I think. I left a whole bunch of kids in a dilapidated and collapsing mine. The rest is none of your business. Having lots of totally happy dreams in these days of not being a student.

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